Im 24 right now, and Im starting to get scared that I'll never want kids. I have the whole motherly, nuturing attitude, but I dont know If I ever want kids. Not because of emet, but because I just feel like when you have a kid, he or she becomes your entire world and I dont want to give up everything else for that at this point.
I have some friends who have kids and thats all they talk about. They dont talk about their jobs, or they're love life, or what they did over the weekend, ous coversations always revolve around " oh, look. the baby burped." or " oh look, he just farted, isnt that cute?"... I love them to death, but I dont want my whole life to revolve around a baby. Maybe I will one day, and I hope so. I think right now, Im basically too selfish to think of anyone else but me at this time in my life.
is that horrible? god, I feel like such a bad person!!
~*Jill*~ Teacher, Advanced BSc in Psychology
"You can unlock any door as long as you have the right key". Mrs. Brisby, Secret of Nimh