so i decide to go out shopping black friday, and as i am driving thru the city at 630 am, there it is, right downtown, a man v*ing all over the sidewalk. i am very proud, i kept driving! no panic attack.
then, not a week later, the car in front of me on a not so busy road stops, the passenger leans out, and, you guessed it! i went around them, suppressed the urge to yell "gross"! and became rather depressed the rest of the day!
a couple of things here:
the first incident didnt seem to bother me because it was in a bad section of town known for drunks and drug addicts so im pretty sure it was due to one of those.
however, i had a million questions about the second incident:
was she alright? why was she doing it? morning sickness? sv? chemo?
it seems like part of my fear is feeling unsafe, and maybe feeling unsafe for the other person.any thoughts?
also any help would be appreciated- i cant stop thinking about it and i am in hypermode about it happening again- checking everyone i come in contact with for paleness, etc. man i hate that feeling.
also, i do believe maybe this is Gods blessing of sorts, to help me come to terms with this and get on with more important things.
just would like to hear some other voices. you guys in this forum are great for that and i appreciate it!!!! : )