Get down to it! Finish your essays and that will distract you. If I know anything, it's that distraction is the best thing when you're feeling anxious. I had to write 5 papers last month and I was so worried about them (among other things) and now look it's December already and I'm writing my finals!
That does sound like a lot of meds....I'm not sure which would interact...perhaps don't take tylenol/ibuprophen or cafeine pills until you know you are safe!
Anywho, good luck on the essays, let me know how it goes!!
.I just want to feel safe in my own skin. I just want to be happy again. I just want to feel deep in my own world. But I’m so lonely I don’t even want to be with myself. <3