I am so proud of myself.. wow [img]smileys/smilies_04.gif[/img] Last
night my PMS started and this time it was really bad. I had a terrible
headache and pain in my tummy and besides that I started feelig very n*
in the evening. I really thought it was sv because it felt just like
the last winter (when I v*). Anyway, I had the choice to take Reglan
and to feel calm, but I didnt!!! I just thought "What the hell, if it's
meant for you to v*, let's go through this, no matter how terrified you
are". I even asked my bf to take me to the supermarket in order to
completely ignore that I was n*. It went not too good, because I
couldn't concentrate on shopping, so I forgot to buy many things, lol.
But I was feeling so damn good that I did not get the panic attack. It
became better after about 2 hours and I was sure that I was not going
to v*. I felt so happy, I can't find the words to describe it.
However, during the night I woke come from sleep because it started
again. And I wasn't so brave then... I wanted to sleep badly and the n*
would not let me, so finally I took one pill of Reglan. But even so, I
know I didn't do that when I was the most scared.
It may seem nothing but to me it was something really special.