December 27th will be one year since i v*. It was the worst day of my life! As it gets closer and closer to the date, I start to worry even more than usual. To top it all off, for the past 3 daysI have been in the bathroom consistently. It's not d*, but it is different. I dont know if maybe it's the stress from the holidays and the looming one year anniversary or maybe it's my IBS acting up, whatever it is, it is making me feel so yucky and i have relatives i have to visit tonight.
My grandmother wasnt feeling well yesterday too. Same type of symptoms, but she had d* and felt like she was going to v*. We both ate potato salad that she made, but i dont think that was it. I was just wondering if anyone had any tips on feeling better and coping with n* and the anxiety. thanks