For those of you that havent seen my type hear every now and then i'm a 22 year old emetophobe. I'm married and i have a 4 year old daughter and am now expecting another june of this year. Things have been going pretty well emet wise but i guess this fear still has a hold of me.
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My daughter has had a cold recently but seemed fine today. She was begging me to take her out to play but i needed to take a shower first. I gave her some water and got into the shower. After i got out she came and found me said that she had thrown up. I creeped out into the hallway and glanced into her room and saw the pile of it. OMG it was so gross (she had a hot dog for lunch). So i went down and got the trash can, paper towels, carpet cleaner, and regular towels all the while talking to myself lol. I was like "it's okay...i can do it...it's okay". So after i got up the stairs istarted freaking and was like wow i can't clean this up...so i took one of my husband's socks (clean of course) and tied it around my face!!!!! lol so i wouldnt smell it. Then i cleaned it up and took the trash bag outside to the dumpster still with the sock onmy face! People must have thought i was crazy. Still a little freaked but i'm pretty sure it isnt a sv*. Just needed to share my story to try to get it out of my head.