Thanks andee
It's so nice to know i'm not alone. Sometimes you feel like your going mad! My husband is always saying to me "how many times have you actually been bad" and i'm like "none" but there is always that worry that this time will be different. I seem to live with the vicious circles too. Like I will wake up nauseated and cant eat as i worry I will be poorly, yet the longer I don't eat the worse I feel because it become nausea through hunger. [img]smileys/smilies_12.gif[/img] I really hope I can eventually get some control over how I feel. I do avoid a lot of situations, that only a few years ago I would have been fine in.