Hi poppycat. Welcome to the site. I'm so sorry that you suffer from this. I can relate to the wanting to hide when SV* are going around. SV are my single worst fear. If they could be eradicated from the world I would be ecstatic.

I have taken several anit-depressants and none of them have ever made me sick. Just tell you dr. your concerns and I'm sure they will start you on a small dose.

I can also relate to the hunger turning into n* thing. I definitely think that happens to me sometimes.

I have really found this site to be helpful and supportive. And comforting to know I'm not alone. I hope it helps you.