+ First of all, I would like to say that I am new here and have enjoyed getting to know the stories of others who have dealt with the same problems as me.
I don't know if this applies to anybody else, but have you ever, for whatever reason, had the strange desire to actually look at someone who is v*******?
I can't explain why this is.
I have two theories:
Theory A: Deep in our psyche we have some kind of a strange fascination with the idea of V* or actually seeing it. We know we hate it, we know we can hardly bare it, but we still have an impulse to see the very thing that makes us vulnerable.
Theory B: We want to force ourselves to get over our fear, so we purposely force ourselves to look at our fear.
We expose ourselves to it in hopes that it will help us break free of this phobia.
That's all I can say to this.
If any of you have ever experienced something like this or would like to give your input, please do. +
Edited by: + kozi +
+ \"My musick may seem like ugly , angry, useless noise; but it is what I see in you, and it is precisely what you deserve.\" +
- Rosemary Malign, Noise Artist -