Hi everyone. I'm kinda new on this board, not to this hideous phobia though. On saturday night (midnight) my stomach started churning and it felt hot inside. I don't mean to be gross but I gagged when the nausea came (hadn't done that in ten years). My sister came down to help me (she knows how severe my phobia is) and then she became ill. Since then, she has been sick about seven or eight times (the first three times she made herself). It's now monday night and I still haven't been sick. I am scared beyond belief. This morning I forced myself to eat four plain crackers (first time I'd eaten since saturday dinner) and it wasn't too bad, but this afternoon I ate one slice of plain white bread and it made me feel worse. I got a huge wave of nausea in my tummy. The nausea comes and goes, but when it comes, my God does it come. This is the worst I've ever felt in my life, and I'm more scared than I've ever been. The fact that the bread had that effect, does this mean it's getting worse? Does it mean I am definitely gonna be sick? What do you think is gonna happen?
abbi x