I have an announcement to make...
By tomorrow, I will be going on a 5-day trip to different cities. The trip will be a college application, and we will be traveling to different cities, so each day we will be transported to different places, and the transport itself is... the bus...
As an emetophobic, I am very afraid of what will happen to me, cause by tomorrow morning, at 7:45 we will start moving, and the first trip will take 4 to 5 hours... I can't believe I chose to go. Now I'm very nervous... I have some medication with me, but I don't think it will help me... I have no idea about what horror will reveal after I depart my home town... I always wanted to travel, and I used to dream that some day I will go to America and live there! But I can't even go to a city that's 300km away...
I'm afraid I will get not only motion sickness, but also home sickness, as this will be from Monday to Friday! What will happen?... I have no idea...
I just wanted you to know that I am trying to get this phobia treated through traveling... before having emetophobia, I never got travel sickness, but now that I have, I'm afraid I will get nauseous... I will start losing my mind and won't even get on the bus... I'll remain in that city... alone and helpless... What will happen?