So i work at this local indoor waterpark at a nearby Hilton hotel. I am a student and so i work here on the weekends, it works out pretty well. And of course there is the natural part of v* when children play, and today i am at work, and for some reason i just can not calm down. It's Thanksgiving here, so almost no one is here, and no one has v* today, i am just still nervous for some reason. I think it might have to do with the holidays, they always send me into a tizzy. But i am bored and i have 5 hours of work left before i have to go 'celebrate with the family'.
I am just tired of feeling like this phobia has control over my life and not the other way around.
Anybody have suggestions on how to make work suck less?
\"The habbits of inattention and absence are strong, yet the experience of life, moment by moment, is precious\"
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