Im really proud of myself!
I have always had this fear and never knew what it was or why I had it! Since I founs out what it was I have been doing abit of research and for the first time in my life I sat down with my mum and actually spoke to her about it and told her it was a real fear! She still dosent understand shes alwas known theres something wrong but shes never known what! It made me cry telling her but at least she knows now! yay!