THIS COULD BE CONSIDERED VERY GRAPHIC AND I DO NOT DOUBT THAT IT COULD DISTURB SOME USERS.

Driftinggoddess,

It happened to me, for the first time since I was nine years old, exactly two years ago tomorrow. I fought for as long as I could; I thrashed and gasped and swore and shook until it finally happened, without my "giving in" as some emets do eventually, and then I just did it. I had to kind of force myself to get it all out since my body was so accustomed to fighting and rejecting it, but once it's begun, I figure, what the heck, there's nothing I can do, so why waste time fighting once it's started?

Many emets claim that it's not as bad as they thought it would be. It was every bit as horrible, probably more so, than I remembered.

Sorry for all the nastiness. This is just how I dealt when it happened.

~Maddy