Life works in strange ways. I have been feeling so depressed and guilty over being sick lately. ButI called an old ex-boyfriend of mine a few days ago to talk and I was telling him that I will probably go through all these tests and end up having something stupid like IBS. He said feeling sick is never stupid and that anxiety and emotions can manifest themselves in physical problems. It made me feel so much better.
Then, this morning, I got a card in the mail from my most recent ex telling me that he had been thinking of me and if I need a good friend he is there for me. The best part of this is that he sent me an advertisement for a gastroenterologist nearby that uses a new method of testing. All I have to do is swallow a pill that takes pictures of your digestive track. No tubes or barium to worry about. I don't know how to thank him enough for this information.
I am truly blessed with people that care about me. [img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]