My boyfriend just told me he wants to break up with me after 2 and a half years because he can't stand this anymore..and by this it means my "i'm sorry i can't go with you " " i'm sorry but i want to stay home " ..my emetophobia saying sorry ..im..speachless...im having p*a* i want to simply die! I wont do stupid stuff like suicide or other crap ( excuse my language please ) but emetophobia ruined my life tonight..i love him ..he loves me but he can't deal with it ..i don't know what to do..i really want to knock myself to sleep