Wow... you sound like me! My mom has always thought I was being ridiculous. I yelled RAPE in public when she was trying to force me into a car for an hour long car trip with someone who was sick. And even after that she didn't think to get me any help. Now I'm 22 and getting myself help.
As for your boyfriend, if he's the right one he'll grow to understand it. My boyfriend didn't understand at first. He would get upset because I would avoid him when he wasn't feeling well. Go figure I got a guy with more stomach issues than me and I constantly ask him "how does it hurt? like you're sick or just ate too much" when will it go away"... I pester him so much that now he doesn't tell me unless it's either really bad or he knows its some sort of bug. 6 years later he is completely understanding, he is supportive of my therapy. We have a toddler and both times she was ill he was very understanding and cared for her while I freaked out, and never said a word about "doing all the work." Turns out he was the right guy and it just took him a bit to get used to my quirks.
As for my mom, she still thinks I'm being stupid. I just started therapy a month ago and whenever I try to talk to her about it she changes the subject. She's always been hard on me though... and it's made a strong person so I'm thankful for that.
Hope you liked my book, haha sorry. Just wanted to let you know that I can relate and if you ever want to talk, here I am. [img]smileys/smilies_01.gif[/img]
When you\'re young the world\'s a ferris wheel.
I know we will grow old, it is lovely still.