I knew i always didnt like v*, myself doing it or being around i..when i was younger i would run away, or avoid it.
The actual phobia didnt come about till i was about 15-16, im 21 now..it got bad, then i pretty much overcame it, and then its back again with a vengence..When i actually found out it was a phobia, it made so much sense.
But even though ive only had it for about 6 years, its been a very hard struggle to try and overcome it, or live with it in that matter.
Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.