Nice to meet you. Welcome! I don't have any children, but find myself in a similar situation to you being almost 35 years old. I truly don't think I want kids, mostly from my emet fears. But I wonder one day if I'll regret that decision. Have you considered getting some therapy? I presume your husband knew you were thinking no kids when you married him so I'm guessing no kids is ok with him too. But if it isn't and you're considering it there's medications and therapy that might be helpful. Welcome to the forum...I'm sure you'll find lots of support here.