I am at an all time low at the moment.
My life has really started to 'get to me' and it cant go on.
I've had emet all my life which has been a real problem but manily in th last 8 years when I had to miss out on school trips and holidays etc. In october 2000 my parents divorced. ever ince then I have swaped between houses, thats for 4 and a half years now!!! I cant cope anymore.
Also i'm only managing to go into school part time. Today was the first day back and all the teachers were really nasty to me. When I was going home I saw about 3 of them in the corridor asking where I was this morning and why I wasnt in! They've already been told!!! Stupid people.
Aswell my friends dont care! They only care about themselves and not that i'm some depressed loonatic that really needs there help and support. There are also people in my class that havealways been on at me casue i'm really thin! It used to bother be in year 7 but now I dont care but ints not nessary!
Today they said something like 'i'm glad you brought twiglets with you today, oh they are your legs' ha ha ha!! Its quite funny actually that these people think my legs look like twiglets!!!! That was a good part to my day! lol
bah! I hate everything at the moment. Its startigng to make me feel really ill too, like whn I got ill in November. I really cant go through that again.
Another thing is that my friend who I only see when I go trampolining is leaving so i'm all alone there!!! why me!
Sorry its nice to moan! So to sum up. I have no fixed home, I have freinds that only care about themselves, teachers that just want to aggravate me and I'm getting ill again! *great*
I'm sure i'l pull through it but i really shuldnt go through this. I'm only 15!
Also amongst all this my emet got really bad when a boy who was about 10 started coughing, and he did violently for an hour and a half! He was near to v*.
urgh!!!
Edited by: izzybee