Hey, guys. I decided it was finally time to take control of my phobia and myself and take an adventure in therapy. So far it's been going great and I'm starting to learn to challenge my superstitions/thoughts. I was diagnosed with moderate to severe OCD in connection with my emet, so we've been working a lot on some of my habits. I'm definitely looking forward to being completely cured one day!
thanks for all the support you all have given me through this, I wish you all the best of luck in taking back your lives too