Louise, <hugs>
i hear what ur saying, but if u really were still sucking at your job, wud you employer still keep u on? i got a feeling this is just ur low self esteem speaking... cause i bet ur really not that bad at it, at al.
what u sed about tryin to blkock urself out makes perfect sense. i used to be a self harmer, but hav never made myself drunk or nething to block myself out. but u need to remember that u r a wonderful wonderful person. so its ok to hide but not for too long. ur a very lovely individual who shud be very pleased with who they are. dont lke to hear that ur low self esteem is hitting you on the head.
thoughts of how to cope --- well, do u write things down? i know im always banging on about this, but its really helped me in the past. set aside some time each night to write down how ur feeling, write down ne triumphs uv had, and most importantly some time to treat urself. congratulate urself for getting thru a hard day or whatever. heard the phrase "i am my own worst enemy?" well that phrase fitted me perfectly for a long long time... mayb it does for u too.
sorry if iv made no sense, iv tried to be as coherent as i can be, lol.
Jen xxxxxxxxxxxx
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