and I feel like crap. I'm worried, I was sooo tired when I got home from school, soI had a little rest, I didn't want to fall asleep, but I sure did. And now I feel all hot and groggy and I have to go to my massage appointment in an hour.


I'm worried I'll throw up while being massaged, or feel sick. I also have this weird gas thing going on...how emberassing. I don't want to cancel, but I feel all weird and anxious. I'm going to try and force myself to go...and if I feel ill, I can take off.


what should i do!?!? oh one more thing, I look all pale and sickly. All summer I had a nice tan, now that summers gone my skin has slowly started to go back to sickly pale ghost white, it literally makes me cry.