I have similar fears to you - I am going away to university in September and am petrified that I'm going to get sick on my own. Could you maybe live witha friend who you could trust enought to tell him/her your fears? Or, you could tell your parents about your problems, and maybe they would be willing to come over and help you if you panic?If they only live a block away you could always go over there if you ever felt sick or panicky to get some support?
Abi xxxxx
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