emetophobia and the job
i dont know if anybody has this problem but, my emetophobia always has an effect on my jobs.........i just quit my last job, two days ago...... cuz i got N* and my boss wouldnt let me go home...and the sad thing is, that i dont even really know what N* feels like!!!
so, i dont know if i was n* and i quit my job. now im gonna be struggling. it really sucks. ive quit two other jobs because of this too!!! im so pissed at myself. i cant even stand myself any more, if that makes sense.
"It is the child that sees the primordial secret in nature and it is the child of ourselves we return to. The child with-in us is simple and daring enough to live the secret."