I'm working very hard to recover and today I noticed something in my mindset has shifted. I don't know if it's the recent great weather (sun and exercise always make me 'better') but today I'm thinking 'if I get a sv, so what? v isn't that bad. I have people to look after me. they don't last long.'
I know I'm not cured, but I think it's coming. I want it more than anything in the world, and I always get what I want. I'm stubborn like that