hey all, just ranting a little bit. A few months ago I went to the doctors because I was having really weird breathing problems that I figured it was anxiety because as soon as I got out of the situation, I was fine. Anyway, he told me to get blood work done, to test my kidneys, liver, cholestorol, diabetes, that type of stuff, and I am freaking terrified but I know I should go, When I was younger I was terrified of AIDS, cancer, (who isnt) but I though to myself that if I had something wrong with me I dont want to find out. And I keep thinking to myself that maybe something is wrong with me, I recently lost a bunch of weight but I still have excess fat in my belly area which I read is a sign of heart disease. Among other weird things, I dont know Im kinda ranting here, but I know I should go, but I am just so freakin scared. My mom and my gramma both had heart attacks, so I know there is a risk for me as well. I dont know. *sigh*
sorry, does anyone out there feel the same way about health stuff?