Hello everyone, my name is Kayla and this is my first day on here. I have been convinced I have had this disease for many years but haven't been diagnosed. Is there any certain way to tell if I do? All I know is when I even think about throwing up I start to feel panicky and when I actually get nauseous etc. I completely freak out, horrible panic attacks, I can't move, talk, breathe and I shake and sweat all over, when the feeling finally goes away I break down and cry for hours. I absolutely can't see anyone throw up or hear them do it, it makes me convinced I will. I feel like I would rather be in horrible pain, sick as hell with ANYTHING else, even be dead, rather than throw up...just looking for some feedback, thanks.