Re: Advice needed desperatly!
You are not alone.
Emet can be really hard to live with, especially when it's severe. Hopefully knowing you aren't alone gives you some comfort.
Really you just have to face this fear head on. You have to take it one day at a time. When you start to get anxious try to find something else to occupy your mind. It can be hard, but it can be done. I find writing things down help me a lot. I write what I am worried about and then I write why that's so silly to be worried about. I kinda write myself an inspirational letter haha It does help a lot though
Does your bf know about your fear?
“Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.”
“We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving. We pride ourselves on getting as little sleep as possible and thrive on self-deprivation. We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins. We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We never want to be as passive-aggressive as our mothers, never want to marry men as uninspired as our fathers. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything.”