Scared & Angry

[matmysunshine]

Hi everyone, I just need to vent, if thats ok..Lately I have been dealing with my emet ok, I get nausea often but have just tried to ignore it, and most of the time it passes, I think its just my nerves/Anxiety.Lately, I have been in a panic that I am going to get that stomach flu that always lingers this time of the month, Though I try and look on the bright side, and say well I will be ill for 24 maybe 48 hrs.. I then freak out, thinking what if my son gets it or my husband(he is a school teacher). Then I am just angry, because I do not want this, I want to not care, who gets sick, and not panic & Run.Iwant to just be happy. I am only 30 and do not want this to run my life, what kind of mother would I be..Has any one beat this thing out of angry and rage to get over it? Justput your foot down and say I am in charge u know.. I hope so and that I can keep this anger to get rid of it live and kicking..I went to the Mall yesterday with my best friend, and I was alittle worried at first, but in the end had such a good time, then I realized I need to get over this.. Any input would help..Sorry to vent, I just need to talk to someone.. I hope everyone is having a good day.. Christy

[alliecat]

We all know how you feel, hon. I hope you're feeling okay now. Please have a good day.


xoxo


Allie

[Jenneh]

heya... im sure u can twist the negaitve feelings of anger and despair into positive energy. just remember who's boss. yes we have all been there, all know how u feel and how.. claustrophobic it can sumtimes make you feel, but the important thing is, if u are ill, u will get over it, if someone else is ill, they too will get over it. so try not to worry about that too much.


i wish there was more i cud say.. and i wish there was a miracle cure, but there isnt. but as i say, u can use ur emotions as positive energy to really keep ur head above the water.


Jen xxxxx