aahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I am was doing so well. But of course everyone in the whole world has the stomach thing. It is surrounding me. I know that is not true but sometimes I just need to say it. I need to vent and talk myself out of the irrational thoughts that consume me. I do so well with my therapy and then it seems everyone I speak to is ill. I am not ready yet. Not ready to v****. I am still going to my therapy every 2 weeks and I am healing slowly. I havent been this anxious in a long time. Oh I jsut need to vent to talk to write. So I do and I am calming down now. So thanks for letting me get it out. I hope I make it through this. I am going now to smell some lavender to maybe calm down.


Emily