I have a lot in common with mystikal star, in that (along with the regular everyday fear)I fear I will v* from any new ailment. Even something as simple as an ache in my knee can make me think that. It'sa very vicious cycle... and I wish I knew what to say to help, but I don't. All I can say is that I really and truly understand... just try and work through it.
-Zach-
<center><font face=\"Times New Roman, Times, serif\"><font size=\"2\">Bach gave us God\'s word,
Mozart gave us God\'s laughter,
Beethoven gave us God\'s fire,
God gave us music that we may pray without words.</center></font></font>