Hello fellow emetohobes,
Its been years in discovering what is wrong with me. Since I was a child I have always had intense fear of vomit, fear of others vomit, and fear of nausea. I describe this fear like it is another limb. Always present, always waiting. Mostly this fear escalates if I am going to have to eat in a social setting... at work, family/holiday dinners, out to eat. I experience bloating, shaking, sweaty palms, sour stomach, all before I have to eat. It doesn't have to be before eating in a social setting, but is more prevalent then. I fear the anticipation of "what if I feel like throwing up." Today I was at the gym and my wife text me if I would like to go out to eat tomorrow nite. Immediately, the fear originated in the pit of my stomach. I was able to finish my workout but afterwards I experience the usual symptoms, bloating, throat constriction, hard to swallow. I was able to "fight" this off but now all my energy will be in "preparing" and readying myself for tomorrow. I will eat less than normal and possibly skip meals depending on how bad the symptoms are. Most of the time I am able to fight through eating out but it is an agonizing torture and I believe I am only successful because I practically starve my self beforehand. I will have to "test" each bite to make sure the nausea and anxiety associated with it do not "attack" me. I have lots more ot sure and am willing to listen to anyone else's stories. Thank you.