My dad can be the most lovelist dad ever, but sometimes he has his moments.

The other night, i was very worried. I was really scared, i felt very poorly?
So i mentioned it whilst watching it, my sister called me an 'attention seeker' my mum told me to 'shut up' then my dad had a rant.

'Its cos you didnt eat your bloody dinner, thats why, you dont help yourself much do you, you have no life. You deserve to be ill you do.''

Then it all went slient. He says such horrible things, my whole family does.
Its like they think i'll snap out of it if they say things, but it just makes things worse.

I dont understand why i'm so scared. & I dont expect anyone else to who hasnt got the phobia. But i'd like them to listen sometimes.