This is so horrible...
All my friends are getting sick. But thankfully I haven't really been around anyone who's sick; or around them when they're sick.
Yesterday morning I was freaking though, because the school secretary came & told my teacher that my friend wasn't coming because she was "sick as a dog" & she did a v* gesture. I was making myself feel bad all day because the night before, I was hanging out with her & everything. It was a horrible day because it was filled of panic & "What if I get sick during the Christmas concert tonight?"
Anyway I'm fine now, because when I got home I asked what she had & she said cold/flu but no v*. I know it's selfish but obviously I was like, "oooh thank god..." I feel really selfish whenever I start to feel bad when someone's sick. I feel bad but at the same time I want to stay a million miles away.
But all my friends are sick! My friend had a chest infection (she came to school one day with it but thankfully I wasn't at school that day or when she was sick!) & now apparently it's moved onto a SV. It's going around my school, well the simple cold/flu is. Now every time I start feeling weird I'm on edge because I'm so afraid I'm catching something, like this morning I woke up feeling dizzy but it was with my eyes closed... when I open my eyes I feel fine... it's weird.
So all I'm doing now is washing my hands after I touch things; usually I'm not a huge germaphobe but I can see this changing now that my phobia/anxiety has increased!
Oh, & I'm praying I don't get sick..
Are there anything big virus' going around your school/work place/town?