Hello, I am new to this site and have joined because I needed to know other people were the same as me, its comforting as no one seems to understand!
My phobia has been present my whole life, I've had two eating disorders when I was five and also when I was seven because I thought if I didn't eat there was no way I could v. I was dangerously underweight on both occasions but overcame them both, thankfully.
I'm 17 now and still find eating a struggle though, I won't eat chicken from fast food restaurants, won't eat out, won't eat at anyone else's house other than my own, have to inspect every packet for sell by dates and would even resort to going through the bin to find a packet if I forgot to check it! I only weigh six and a half stone and no one understands my phobia so I get accused of being anorexic all the time too.
I am constantly on the internet researching about the norovirus and food poisening, I won't take any tablets that have a side effect of v. I suffer from panic attacks weekly and can't work because I'm such a nervous wreck!
My Dad recently fell ill with food poisoning or norovirus but i didn't know which so I stayed at my Nan's for three days to avoid whatever it was, I've been home for three nights and me and my Mum are fine so I think I'll be ok. I'm pretty sure it was food poisoning because he had chicken from a takeaway on Christmas Eve and he said he thought it wasn't cooked as he was eating it and left most of it and none of us ate it then he fell ill Christmas night so it seems most likely it was food poisoning because he hadn't really been anywhere to catch the bug! So hopefully it was food poisoning. I still made my Mum clean the whole house with disinfectant and have been washing my hands religiously every day.
I have a cold at the moment and was wondering if you can actually catch two things at once, could I get the norovirus while having a cold, I've never heard of it before, but just wondering if its possible? I thought I might be safe if I had a cold!
Also, while I was at my Nan's, I phoned the NHS and asked to speak to a doctor to see when my Dad would stop being contagious if it was norovirus because all over the internet it said three days after symptoms stopped but I was desperate to get home I was having panic attacks and crying constantly (still am now!) and I wanted to be with my family at Christmas so wanted to get home as soon as possible, the doctor told me as soon as he stops being sick, he isn't contagious anymore but on the internet it said differently, just wondering if anyone knows whether the doctor was right or whether it is three days after you start feeling better?
Sorry this is so long, I just feel like I have so much to say! Also, I am currently waiting for treatment for my phobia, it's destroying my life completely and I'm really hoping I can get rid of it. I have a phone assessment on Tuesday, so hopefully It'll all go well and they can help me!
Sometimes I just wish I could wake up and go about my day without thinking about it every few minutes and analysing the risks of being sick in every single situation. I can't be near anyone that even says they have a stomach ache, go to pubs/clubs/concerts/cinema, I don't think I'm going to be able to have children because of morning sickness, I can't have my blood taken because I pass out and I'm scared I'll be nauseous when I come round, I won't have injections because the side effects can be being sick, so I haven't had my booster jabs or the cervical cancer jab and my time is running out to get that because you have to be under 19 I think! There's so many other things I can't do but I can't think right now!