I hope this isn't out of line, but maybe because your taking constant doses your becoming reliant on then. When you miss one your panicking because you think your gonna panic! Hehe youve turned into a roundabout here and your just going round, take an exit. Say to yourself , these pills were stopping me from panicking, why xo you panic? Because you think your gonna v*? The pills have only stopped your paniic attacks.they haven't stopped you from being s*. Youv done that all yourself and should be proud!