Re: OT: What is your personality like? Do you have social issues?
I'm an introvert, but I'm not as bad as I used to be. I still consider myself socially awkward, but I come out of my shell when I need to. I can socialize, I just also prefer alone time.
I think my shyness started in 1st grade because I was telling my mom how I really wanted to get to know these girls in my class. Mom told me I just needed to talk to people. Go up and ask to sit with them and get to know them. So, one day in Library I asked if I could sit with them and they said no. The one said I wasn't pretty enough.
So, yeah. ..It kinda messed me up for a few years, and I still can't just go up to people like that. Oddly enough in high school they all really liked me and said I was so gorgeous and I got 'best looking'. It's crazy to think they don't remember that moment, but I will never forget it.
“Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.”
“We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving. We pride ourselves on getting as little sleep as possible and thrive on self-deprivation. We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins. We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We never want to be as passive-aggressive as our mothers, never want to marry men as uninspired as our fathers. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything.”