Me too. Mine is the fear of losing control and feeling embarrassed in public, that others will judge me.
Me too. Mine is the fear of losing control and feeling embarrassed in public, that others will judge me.
I couldn't pick just one. I think the smell and noise of it tend to stay with me the longest than seeing it. I mean I don't want to watch someone doing it but seeing it afterwards is gross and I look away fast but I can get over it better if I've just seen it, or if it's more distant from me like on tv. I'm deathly afraid of doing it myself though and I think there's emotional and psychological issues behind it maybe.
For me it's the sounds of it. My fiance sometimes gags a bit when he brushes his teeth and my first thought is aaagh I ask him is he sick straightaway because for me that's my biggest fear catching a virus/tummy bug. So yes the sound of it, oh god I can hear it now in my head. Thank goodness I can come here and know I won't get judged
I am scared of doing it myself and seeing others do it. Because when someone else does it, for some reason I instantly feel like I will to. I've been that way since I can remember. I also don't even remember what it feels like to throw up because I haven't since I was 4 and I am 24 now. Crazy huh? You'd think after 20 years of not throwing up I wouldn't be afraid that I will. Oh but I am. Terrified. I think the reason I am so so scared is because I don't know what to expect because I don't remember what it feels like to do so.