well, today is day 4 since the ultimate exposure i had to *it* on tuesday. still quite nervous. does it sound like i'm in the clear? the only good out of this is that iv'e lost 5 pounds due to anxiety and not eating very much. boss came to work v** everywhere, and he wouldn't leave because ,"I"m a professional". we are a small business with 3 employees, and he is the owner.(vet clinic) and he proceeded to tell me that he doesn't miss work for anything,( only missed 5 days in 31 years when his mom was ill)and that he has NO sympathy to stomach aches. 1 girl has already got it, and he was pissed because she called out. i hate obsessing over this. why cant i just enjoy this beautiful spring day like everyone else. hell, i'm 34 years old! a big girl, right? instead, i bide the time worrying and fearing over every little stomach gurgle. IS THIS IT? OMG, DO I HAVE IT? this is ridiculous. i just want to be normal.