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Ok so like loads of people here, I have a real issue using toilets not at my home but I was really bursting today and I had a test the next lesson so I needed full concentration for that (I'm not the smartest of people). So anyway I summoned up all my courage (Didn't take long, there wasn't a lot tosummon asI'm not the bravest of people either) and went to the toilets next to thelocker roomasthe locks are broken onone of the two cubiclesso nobody reallygoes thereand I thought there was less chance of germs. I don't think I've mentioned it before but I have a pretty big fear of small spaces too, it started as a fear of germs in small spaces and grew. So I was on my way to full blown panic at this point. Anyway I did what I needed to do and once I'd flushed the chain (with my foot, duh) I went to open the door and found that the lock was stuck. I immediately started hyperventilating and closed my eys so that I could try to pretend I was somewhere else. I made an effort to sort out my breathing a bit but I was still panicking. I would have climbed out but it was one of those cubicles as big as the celing and the doorsdon't have gaps on top.Idecided tojust sit down and wait for someone to go to their locker so I could yell and get their attention. So I was saying the alphabet backwards to distract myself, and suddenly I hear these footsteps coming so I was totally relieved.I banged on the door and said "Can you help, I'm stuck" but there wasno answerso I bang again and all I hear is these footsteps running into the stall next to me. I suddenly thought "She's going to v*" and I started hyperventilating again. Then I thought, maybe she's just using the toilet. And then I hear her starting to cough. Panic levels rising again, I started banging really hard on the door to see if I could pen it, but I still couldn't, and this horrible sound is continuing, so Igot one hand and startedpulling the flush on the toilet over and over again, not giving it time to fill up but just doing it often enough so that it was making a constant noise. My other hand was over one ear with my other ear on my shoulder.Then suddenly the door is pulled open by the girl who was v*ing, and I didn't stop to thank her or ask her if she was ok, I just ran like the selfish coward I am. [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img]She's going to think I'm insane, and a bitch. It was the one of the scariest experiences of my life and people are going to judge me because of it. [img]smileys/smilies_06.gif[/img]