Re: I think I'm getting worse again
Well as much as this is going to sound insenstive but you need to forget what your husband is and isn't supportive of. YOU need to help YOURSELF. That's my opinion. If I once stopped to think what people thought of me being in therapy, being on medication, seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist and a social worker, then I would not be where I am today.
It really sounds like you need to talk to someone, especially a professional. I know it's hard and you want your husband's support, but do you really want to end up in the hospital or dead? Trust me honey, I've been there. I even was addicted to drugs at one point because that was the only way I could cope with the emet, the only way I could cope with my life. I got help and I am doing amazing, and if I run into anyone who looks at me weird, or critisizes me for doing so, I drop kick their butt out of my life.
I am not trying to be mean, but sometimes someone needs to light a fire under your butt. Tough love. I want you to get help, just reading this post worried me. Please, find someone you can talk to, anyone. Hell, if you want to talk to me, send me a PM. Like I said, I've been there. I've been hospitalized, on many meds to find the right ones, and in therapy for YEARS. I know what it can do, I know you need support, and if you can't get it anywhere else I swear you can come to me. DON'T GIVE UP! Please get help for the sake of yourself and your family!
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