cant cope with this anymore! :[

[lbckid1]

I am so sick of this phobia! But i cant do anything about it... :/
Im 19 and just got off my parents insurance so ugh...
The only thing i can do now is wait till i start college so i can go back on.
But seriously...its terrible! I want nothing to do with EMETOPHOBIA!!!
Im always paranoid about what i eat and im just plain sick of thinking and feeling nautious. I am absolutely TERRIFIED of throwing up. Tired of living in fear...is there even such cure????? :'(

[Erica1649]

Maybe its something we may "grow out of" someday?? I only say that because me personally, I just do do things/stay away from things more when I was a kid/teenager.

It sucks, because I love the medical field and I work in a doctor's office now...I could so handle becoming a nurse, but because of my emet, if I have to hear or deal w/ vomiting, then forget it!!!

Some people do go to therapy for this phobia (I briefly mentioned it to a therapist I used to see, but my co pay got too expensive) but not sure if he knew what to do with it.