hi i was just wondering if anyone can give me any advise or thoughts on my situation.
im currently coming to the end (around 5 sessions left) of my cbt. i feel like its gone well in certain parts for example:
# im not as obsessive about over-cooking meat anymore
# i have left my anti-sickess tablets with someone for over a month now - there was a time when i couldnt leave the house without them
# i have ate shellfish for the first time
however as my sessions are coming to an end, my therapist has been saying that i need to make bigger steps. as my big goal is to be able to stay calm and carry on as 'normal' when people are being sick, this week my 'homework' is to go on youtube and watch clips of people being sick.
obviously at first i was really anxious about doing this but i felt that if i could do it, it would be a massive step. however when i have come to actually do this 'homework' im really struggling to be able to do it.
i get the understanding behind why he wants me to do this - but im feeling now that it might make me worse as i will be 'facing my phobia' by watching these clips which are quite extreme to say the least.
i just dont know whether watching these clips will be a good idea or whether its going to make me worse.
if anyone has been through this with their cbt please let me know.
thanks