I am 21, as others have said also, but I started coming here when I was 17/18, and have been emet since i can remember. I've always said that being a teenager is incredibly rough. But then when you through a phobia like emet into the mix, it's multiplied by like 1000. Because hormones are running rampent and social cliques, etc. I too came here often, and found a lot of comfort in it.
Good luck, it won't last forever, and gets better. I promise!