ive outlined things i plan on doing starting on new years day and throughout 2012.
stop smoking
find a better paying job.
loose 10 or so pounds.
get help for my emet.
i don't have insurance right now so im looking for other alternatives. i have recently signed up for the online help / study group on emet that is posted in the treatment section.
im just sick of living like this. im a 36 year old man and i need to grow up and get my sh** together for my wife and kids. the funny thing is i know what caused my fear but for the life of me i cannot get rid of it. winter is upon us and it's starting all over again.