Hi Tay. It sure helps to know you not alone in this doesn't it!...I know it does me. If i could offer advice, it would be to try and eat regularly and eat healthy foods. Not eating does not prevent illness, however it will compromise your immune system. I'm willing to bet that because of the meds you are on you will continue to see improvement in your fears. You also have all of us on this forum as a 'support group'. Good luck.