So about two or three weeks ago I got food poisoning from my stupid college's food. (The salad in particular, guess who isn't eating healthy ever again?) It was weird because I tried so hard not to throw up and was so scared, but I knew I couldn't fight it and just let it happen. After I thought... why the hell am I so terrified all the time? That's not even bad!
This whole time since I moved into college I haven't even worried that much. Of course people get food poisoning all the time and the stomach bug went around which I was terrified of every moment of every day, and there was one time when my roommate almost threw up, but she didn't. I have been like, feeling SO good and panic attack free, even after I threw up 3 weeks ago.
I was just at the gym on Monday, running on the treadmill and I started having a panic attack. I got myself to stop, like usual, but after that I keep getting them. Now that my roommate threw up in our bathroom I had like a serious panic attack where I almost passed out in my bed, stood up and almost fell over and now I'm crying. I've had to pee for the last 2 hours but I don't go to the bathroom.
I don't know what to do My roommate said she thinks its food poisoning and that she cleaned it but I don't trust her.