i need some support.
I'm 5 weeks pregnan with my 4th child...my last pregnancy was horrible and I'm vey scared that this one is going to be the same...I didn't vomit with any of my previous pregnancies but with my last pregnancy,I got extremely paraniod that I was going to throw up anything that I put in my body and it ended with me being in the hospital..I was scared to even drinkwater!
I'm just so scared right now. I don't want to feel that way again...right now I'm bawling while typing this.. I hate this phobia! I hate it soooooo much. I'm suppose to start school in january and I'm worried I'm going to f**k it up because of my pregnancy and the phobia. I was doing really good at controlling it.
"It is the child that sees the primordial secret in nature and it is the child of ourselves we return to. The child with-in us is simple and daring enough to live the secret."