having trouble coping
I've posted a lot of threads lately... and I'm sorry for this one. I literally am begging for mercy with this morning s*. I've been feeling like this for a week and a half and I'm already down and out. I gagged this morning...I'm only 6 weeks pregnant and I'm scared this is going to end up like my last pregnancy where I started to be paranoid of all food and even water. I was hospitalized several times and I really just want to be happy with this pregnancy...because this will be the last one! Idk if I should go seek help...I don't want them to take my baby for me being mentally unstable. what do I do to keep from falling into the same rut I did with my last pregnancy?
"It is the child that sees the primordial secret in nature and it is the child of ourselves we return to. The child with-in us is simple and daring enough to live the secret."